i always wanted to keep this mini-sized pet, but when i thought of their life span, i feel that its not worth it to leave me to sadness after 1-2years.
i used to have cats, kittens and meows. i started having cat when i was 9years old.
my dad 'crashed' my first kitten, totally heartbroken.
the following cats died with reasons, the last cat i had for 1.5years gone missing and yet no where to be found.
after so many times keeping cat, and each time i shed tears when they left me alone, my mum warned me not to keep any pet.
sometimes i just don't get it, why do people's cats can live with the master throughout the whole life, but mine never lasted more than 2years?
i never abuse my cats, you can judge that by looking at their excessive obese fats. maybe i over pampered them and they think they need a strict master. that one i cannot help la.
but why?
people, animals, things that i love so much will eventually leave me, earlier than i thought it would be.
or, maybe i should start hating the things i love, so that they will stay with me? :)
now, i'm scared to keep another pet. or another person.
i will just wait. and will not desperately seek for one again.
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