That moment when you're driving and you suddenly thought of some embarassing moment in previous relationship.

I say Tapao, you say포장!

14岁的我,
"小姐, 要申请信用卡吗?"

如今22岁的我,
"你驾车了? 我还以为你不够岁叻!"

 啊我现在是怎样啊. 返老回童还是怎样.
 아무튼난기분이좋당! ㅎㅎ

"I say Tapao, you say포장!" said the korean stall owner.
Ahjusshi, you're too cute!

Right, a post update w/o photo. kkk

가슴 시린 이야기

Now listening to wheesung's album 가슴 시린 이야기.

So overwhelmed with sudden emoness :'(

Anyway, wheesung has always been producing really good quality musics, maybe you should try his songs.

By the way, this awesome singer had just made his entrance to military training :( Let's just wait for him to make more beautiful musics, after 2 years.

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A phone conversation yesterday...

Myphone: HOOOOOOYEAH WHAT IS RIGHT WHAT IS WRONG AJHGKJGKHDAHSDLKHH *with enthusiasm*

Me: Yellow?

Him: Hi, is this Ms.Tan?

Me: Errr... yea.. (asking for kitten?)

Him: Yea, we have seen your job application for xxxxxxxxxxxx executive in sdkjahskjdfasdf company, so when can you come for interview?

Me: Executive? Haha, I did not apply for any job in that company.

Him: You are Ms.Tan BS right? We saw your resume submission in Jobstreet.com.

Me: No, I did not. (Insisted determined tone)

Him: Sorry?

Me: No, I did not apply for any executive job in the company you've mentioned just now.

Him: Oh okay, so are you interested to work as executive?

Me: (whatthechicken is this fella talking about?) Errr. nope, I'm still a student.

Him: Sorry what?

Me: I AM STILL A UNIVERSITY STUDENT.

Him: Oh i see i see, student, well okay, thanks.

Me: Yeap.

Him: Bye.

Me: BAI BAI.

This world is too random, i cannot handle this randomness. lol. I wonder what went wrong in the jobstreet system, i had not logged in my jobstreet account like for more than 2 years. I had it last time when I was looking for temporary job while waiting for stpm results release.

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The blackwhite kitten is again available for adoption, the owner has given up adoption due to some personal matter :( I need to settle and get everything confirmed before I start on my busy internship job. God, I need miracles.

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NO I DID NOT ABANDON MY BLOG

i am just. wordless (?) school life has been pretty assignmentic and reportic.
i still have like 3reports, one assignment, one midterm to finish this short semester.

And, the music player on my blogpage is removed, because i find it kinda annoying when sudden music pops out, happy? :/

and to make you laugh at my face.

Awwwww~ there you go~ Ha!
and yea see that cute square yellowish chatbox there? leave your footprints there :)) hopefully the anti-spam function is working, no more julia hasey tom johnson kelly act friendly dengan me please!

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成绩出来了. 老师始终不肯给多我一分.
我知道不是我的错, 要怪就怪那贪钱的学校.
虽然是早知的事实, 但是, 被算中当不幸运的那个, 这已经不是第一次了.
那份沉重的心, 永远比不起得不到家长的认可来得更重.
"你没做好好来就别想要好成绩."
我真的有好好做, 不过我们都知道分数, 不是我们有多厉害就有多高分的.
很多时候, 都是要看我们的运气.
明明可以拿到优秀的成绩却无端端被拉下一级.
就那么一分, 你就否定了我的一切.
我到底考成绩给谁看啊?


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一场欢喜一场空.
最近很多事情都一直在吊我胃口.
有还是没有就直接让人家知道不就好了嘛.
COOP也酱, Scholarship也酱, 现在连最不碍眼的ECA也跟我来这套.
人生啊...... 这学校还真会跟我开玩笑.
我发现到, 这新学期, 星期四总是我最忙的一天, 而且都不是在忙学业事情.
星期四明明是我最得空的一天啊, 也才那一班课... 但我非得花更多时间在办公室等号码, 见一些有的没的人....

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21.5.2011

Camping gained notoriety due to his prediction that the Christian Rapture will take place on May 21, 2011 and that the end of the world will take place five months later on October 21, 2011. Followers of Camping claim that around 200 million people (approximately 3% of the world's population) will be raptured. As for the remainder of the human population, Camping himself believes in annihilationism, which is the view that those who are not saved will simply cease to be conscious rather than spend eternity in Hell. Those who were "unsaved" and died prior to May 21 will not be affected by or experience the Rapture or the end of the world.

yea. right. i wait and see.
if nothing happens tomorrow, everyone is gonna hate you for the hoax you created.


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Fabrics

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cham liao. 2.49am and i'm still here, 8am class later wei.

btw. just sharing.


the remaining fabrics. that jean cloth belongs to nana. :)) Anyone who has extra cuts of jean cloth, don't know what to do with it, just give it to me! :DDDDD




just ordered some fabrics and accessories online. super happy! :)))



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ja-jan~!




haha, I just waxed my legs.
i'm sorry if you just had your meal lol



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Translation

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a very proud fan (smirks).





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translation is so hard because my vocab sucks. so hard to find a word to describe the translation. meeeeeeeeeeeeeh.



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like it like it!

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kkk. 85people liked it.

maybe i should join subbing squad :P


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看来今晚要尿床了.

西瓜吃太多了.

*呃*




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Smile!

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by just looking at them, my day gets so much better :))))

especially onew. he's so daring ♥ i love every bits of him.






i love her eye smile, eventhough she has a noisy character = =


Cnu! My new precious ♥




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I love people with nice smile. especially with smile lines. super cute!


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Stay

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Baby, just stay.
Just stay for another hour.



I think this is unavoidable, i'm so fated to be such.
The ever so straightening straight hair inherited from my parents. Friends can use the same method and keep the curls/waves up for the whole day, but mine just POOF GONE after 3hours, if only if i minimize the combings on my hair. The more i try to fix my hair, the straighter it gets. urgh. I love curls/wavy hair, i saw my hair in reflection, so nice that i can just die. I know some people dying to have straight hair, but that doesn't apply on me, you know people always wanted things that they are not supposed to have.


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there's something that really gets on my nerves.
fate.
remember last year, when i was about to enjoy my trip in korea.
stupid Influenza break out.
but i was fully determined to leave this country and enjoy myself to the max there.
hehe, and i did.

again,
i'm going korea next month,
precisely, next sunday.
another stupid sad case happening.
i just wished everything is just a false alarm.
everything will back to normal soon right?

#prayforkorea people. pray for world peace people!
*hits chest with peace sign* SEE-AH-TOO! *watch ryanhiga's video and you'll know why ;)*

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korea. i am coming! :)

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老女人

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车子徐徐驶进小乡城. 车辆穿梭窄窄的街道.
人群几乎都在路上行. 不时让着身后车辆.
望着镜内的人. 那人不知觉地矫好坐姿.
四围兜转. 许久终于找到停下的位子.
渡步踏入前方的旧茶室. 不嫌弃地找了张桌.
店里客人不多. 转走几步面档叫食. 看了看板上的选择.
阿姨笑笑地介绍唯剩的面条汤. 湿湿的前发诉说她今早忙了多久.
老旧的收音机流出老旧年代当红女星娇媚的歌声.
柜台前三五个老女人沉默喝茶. 脚跟前放着一包包的蔬菜.
"小姐, 有新鲜菜啊, 羊角豆, 菜心, 小苦瓜, 要买吗?"
眼前的人笑笑挥了挥她的手. 转身到柜台前和其她老女人坐了下来.
大概是活宝的到来, 老女人们又仰头大聊乡城里的大小事.
"小姐, 新鲜出炉的烧饼, 要试试看么?"
小女生笑了笑摇头拒绝. 转身又到一旁歇着.
娇滴滴的歌声溺漫着. 老女人缓缓喝手中那杯茶.
"要这个吗?" 点心阿姨热心的招待着. 女生指了指热腾腾的肉卷.
"好深哦, 我怕烫." 阿姨困惑的瞄了一眼, 下个决心, 把手伸了进去.
呵呵笑庆幸自己没被烫着, 女生开心地回于笑容.
正享用茶水的老女人突然仰起了头, 对着店外咿咿呀呀.
艰辛地直起老身板, 大力挥了挥双手, 又对着外头的老年人咿咿呀呀唤.
那里的友族老年人也使力挥挥手, 苍老的手上还叼着烟. 望着老女人慢动作下梯阶.
两人一步步走到不远处的小客车. 老女人从车子后方抓出几把青翠蔬菜.
两老又 咿咿呀呀比来比去, 笑容更是满脸爬.
也许双方都无法用言语有所沟通, 但是他们咿咿呀呀笑着, 手臂挥一挥, 仍是老年里互相扶持的老伴.


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你该知道的事

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1.收到甜言蜜語的短信，記得微笑，然後刪除。

2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。

3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。

4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。

5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。

6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。

7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。

8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世界上年輕的女孩子，多的就像貨櫃上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。

9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。

10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。

11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。

12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。

13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。

14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔 。

15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。

16.永遠不向從前的戀人訴苦。

17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。

18.要讀好書,陶冶情操,提高品位。

19.可以淘便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品位比這個價位高。

20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。

21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。

22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。

23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。

24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾!

25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽的見。

26.每月記帳，每月儲蓄。

27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。

28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。

29.相信愛情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒絕和mr.wrong們分享人生。

30.如果發短資訊給你喜歡的人，他不回。不要再發

31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明

32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。

33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。

34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。

35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。

36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事情要懂得道歉和改過。

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考完试了. 在这两个月里. 堂妹表哥要结婚.
教会在我生日前夕有晚宴, 老爸说就当着是我生日大餐了.
原定下下个星期要去的柬谱寨, 朋友因家人的关系, 断念没去了.
十二月我要去韩国了, 不过因为早前期待能去演唱会, 这几天都一直被坏消息打败. 残念啊.
基本上, 除了以上这些, 我也没其他活动了.
应该都会没天没日地迟睡迟起吧. 把平时都在做的都做了.
平平淡淡的过下去. 不过, 希望哪天朋友突然说要去外游什么的. 那我的假期就没那么无聊了.
我还想找个荒区来流浪一下. 看看下肉酸的东西.
不过在那之前, 房间要整理下. 之前答应过朋友要做的手工, 最好能做出来.

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刚才在小学朋友的部落格里看到的一支MV.
我是觉得歌词很不错, 我对号入座了.



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没那麼简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆
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没有忘记. 也没必要故意去忘记.
时间悄悄地把记忆都带走.
不过, 有时候却会突然间想起. 脑里的某根弦碰着了.
记得有一次在电话上拨通了一连串的号码. 听到对方的声音时完全吓着了. 直接断了.
当时还吓到, 怎么会打进那号码. 真的很意外. 也很可笑.

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大考第一天

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考了一张. 心情整个, 爽啊!
后天的内一张, 我还没什么担心, 是有一点点的把握啦~ 呵~
现在要去睡下. 等下起来后要洗车.
今早出门的时候才发现到我的车肮脏到连窃车匪都会嫌弃.


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