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oh phew. unsubscribed the live update of my blog to fb. then i can write more personal things opened for close friends. fb is too wide, i mean, too 'public'. I thought of putting my blog post on fb just to promote my blog, however, that has also restricted my freedom to write everything. because u know, my dad is on fb. her little daughter needs some privacy u know. :3 so u all lucky fellas can read my personal blog here! lol.

well, i just came back from a dinner. urm, not 'just', like 2hours ago. XD It was a 3-in-1 dinner, organized by my church. 3-in-1 includes Lunar's valentine's day, Chap Goh Meh and the pastor's birthday. And, i loved the "valentine's day" part the most, because i get to see the couples exchanging present and hugs hugs! ♥♥ The event was kinda out of control and i almost walk up to the stage to snatch the mic from the emcee. lol. imo, emcee has to talk really loud - to a certain extend without annoying the audience. When u talk loud, people below the stage can hear clearly what u're trying to say and so they understand what's going on there. Besides, that stops them from chattering too, because ur voice is too loud. XD Most of the emcee are the 'first-timers', they mumble, which is really terrible. i'm not saying i'm a pro-emcee, but i think that's how an emcee should be. hmm, maybe i should try emcee-ing my church activity next time. well in case that u don't know, i've actually emcee-ed a christmas event in my church before. i cannot remember the full details, but it wasn't bad at all, haha thanks to my co-emcee.

tomorrow is another monday. it sucks. i'm having this really severe monday-blue. Oh please friday, come faster! i cannot wait to go back TI this saturday! yeah yeah :D


;; today, i'm still gonna end my post with jaebum's controversy. ok lah, to those who tak minat punyer, can just click the "X" and continue ur fb games or whatsoever la. So, jay is not coming back. i know, that sucks. I think, the fact that jay is not coming back could a good news to him too. If the conference thingy was 100% made up by the jype, he made the remaining 6members to say whatever false statements to kick jay out, i would say GOOD FOR YOU JAY! because u're leaving the nasty company without a need to pay any penalty and u still got ur income up till Jan'2010. Or if, jay really did something 'even worse than the myspace thingy', well, jay u deserved to be kicked out from 2pm. then u can continue ur favorite bboy in seattle, and to be honest, to a be korean artist is not really what u wanted right? u love to dance, so u might as well just concentrate on b-boying. Learn from the lessons, we certainly will give u the full support in ur future debut plan, and i hope u will do it better than 2PM!
I think 2pm is half-ruined now, they provoked the fans because they turned their image 180degree off from who we knew 24h before the conference. i know they should act/be mad at jay's controversy, but they should never ever show or release the anger at the fans, and they were dealing with the fansclub moderators lagi tu. they're so dead now, the artists always underestimated the mighty punch of the fans, tsk tsk. well, we will see how the boys go in future. i will support their music, but not as 2pm anymore, total disappointment.

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ps. u guys should watch 2AM on YooHeeYeol's Sketchbook. their singing is FANTASTIC, way so much better than the brother group *hint hint*. ok i know i know, the latter is not trained to be good in singing anyway. *winks* oh how fast i've changed!


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oh. its 2.35pm. approx. 3.30pm in korea. i wonder how is it going on at jype's conference press. i know it may sound a little stupid to some of you, whyth this girl is worrying about some artist that don't even give a damn back at us. but to me, these people are not just a bunch of dudes who perform dance and singing in front the camera - what we called Entertainment. Korean entertainment has this special charm to make u fall in love with their personality, because they do a lot of the real-reality show. There are so many fans stalking following u everywhere, there's no way for u escape or to hide ur true personality everyday, in fact its tiring to put on ur mask everyday. and, its much easier to bump into a celebrity at ur daily life in korea, like what i experienced before, i met a few during my backpack trip in korea, the celebs are everywhere! some fans have even become close friends with the celebs, yeah. celebs + fans = close friends. no problem at all! Oh well, u never try, u never know. So, try to watch some kpop video clips, i ensure u, u'll definitely fall in love with them. 100%. if u don't want to get urself addicted, then just stay away from that then. ;3

ha~ i'll just wait for the updates by the k-fans.


i love to camwhore.
but it takes some time for me to reveal my camwhore-ness in new environment.
anyway, i've started doing it already. <3




wait wait wait.
tired of waiting - 2pm.

will continue to boycott 6pm until the gorilla brings jay BAK-KE!

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he has to come back.

man. what happened between jype & jay? I really thought jay is coming back for the April comeback. but wth? u know what, curiosity kills a cat. man, i want to know what is the "he did something even worse than the myspace thingy and the members have agreed not to have him in 2pm". WHAT's THE SOMETHING? I mean, what could be worse than the 'gay' thingy? He killed someone? He raped someone? He blackmailed somone? He hit and run? What's the thing?! and of course, due to personal rights and privacy, they're not going to reveal the SOMETHING. gah, this is sooooooooo irri-tart-ting. Since u're not going to stay in kpop, and forever living in Seattle, i think it shouldn't be a problem for u to reveal a hint of the SOMETHING u did right? Or, they're just creating stories and drama to gain attention from the media. oh please tell me, it was just some nasty fella who hacked jype's website and posted stupid announcement there. i tell u har, the Hottests are so gonna boom the jype building soon. And, congratulations to all the antifans-netizen who did all these rubbish. well, u all won, happy? So who's next? gah. ruined.

Ah, we will see what they're to say at the conference meeting on 27thFeb, which is tomorrow. i think there will be a protest going on outside of the conference. 2pm without jay is not a complete one anymore. They promised, no matter what happens, they will stay together. So now they're kicking their member out because of the SOMETHING he did before, which possibly jay killed someone, that's SOMETHING not forgivable. but, some kind of meow instinct is telling me this whole announcement is a totall bullshit. maybe the gorilla made this sudden decision without any discussion with the members. he's the president, he can do whatever he can. and why the boys are not reacting back? maybe they're threatened by the gorilla. somemore, if they wanna quit jype, they'll have to pay a BIG amount to cancel the contract, which usually no one can afford to pay for it. hmm. yea. i guess we're not going to see the old man in pink, doing ssanti dance, speak korean with his slang, no more sexy abs. There he goes, he's going to stay in seattle and be his vehicle tyres workers. noway. he used to be dancing singing under the spotlight, but now, a labour? hmph. jay, u better come back korea, don't disappoint ur family and ur supporters.

there's one thing that makes me curious, according to the announcement, the rest of 2pm members agreed to exclude jay from the group on 6thJan2010. but, the guys were still mentioning jay's comeback on some talkshows. so, what is it now? or everything is pre-recorded like months ago? What is this?! Ah, i cant wait until tomorrow! >;(


What time is it now?
2PM DEAD-END!!




who will be the next leader. ah, i don't care.
i shall shift to other groups now.
2pm wouldn't be this famous today if it wasn't jay's controversy issue.
they should thank jay seriously. D:

header uP!

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i know i said i'm not going to put any goodlookingguys pic as the header. but i just couldn't help it when i saw this pic, chan + khun = ♥♥♥♥♥ i love chansung, he is a sexy growing beast. he's just 19 and has enough ohm to kill the noonas ♥

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they're not gay. no worries. just brotherhoodlove; which i love the most ♥♥


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Listen To My Heartbeat, Jay.

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Korean entertainment faced all kind of drama episodes, tragedy ever since this year September. The news of DBSK's lawsuit, Jaybeom's departure from 2pm, Swine flu haunting korean celebs, sudden death of someone's son, plagiarism, boycott and so on. It's been very happening in these recent months and i'm refreshed with constant updates and breaking news everyday. At first i thought i would be drown falling becoming the oh-so-outdated fella here, but actually, i've grown much more into korean entertainment, because i get to know more and more celebs, not just partially of the SMent celebs. I learnt how to accept the possibilities of having another greater group/celeb that can actually beat down the dbsk-hardcore-fan inside me. Although dbsk is nontheless, the most high ranked in my heart, but it wont hurt to get indulged into more side dishes huh? But apparently, these side dishes are slowly shifting and changing the menu, they're so threatening my main dish now! dbsk is currently dealing with their lawsuit matter, rumors and false statement pop up every second, confusing people with all the lame stories. I choose not to believe any of it, even if it's reported by some major news company. I would rather wait for all these craps to finish, and give me a conclusion. Sometimes i think that they might not be able to reveal everything and they try to cover up everything. "There's no truth in the facts, but there is a fact in the truth." I cannot remember who's the fella who said this, but well said. U will never know the truth, but u'll at least discover the facts in the truth. So cassiopeia and whoever so concerned about the lawsuit, let's just wait until they finish the courts things, afterall they will make an official statement. Secondly, Jaebeom's departure. I used to have this dislike feeling toward Jaebeom, because he gave me one kind of american pervertness by showing his abs so obsessedly, he always acted the style like how the american which i don't really like. But later, when i watched wildbunny by 2pm, i found that he's seriously a cute innocent leadja. The reason of abs-show-off was simply the request by the TV program, a way to get high audience rating, duh. Although he's an American-korean, but i think deep inside his heart, he still loves his mother country the most despite of his lacking-korean and culture understanding. 2PM is finally back with their First ever regular album, without their team leader, this is just so heartaching. I would love to see Jay back, i want to see him beating and goofing with his team members, because that's the heartwarming part that led me to be fallen in love with their lively personalities. Thirdly, the swine flu. I thought swine flu is no longer the hot issues in our society today since the numbers of infected people is showing a positive decreasing. But, unfortunately, swine flu is now haunting the korean celebs. From the most recent update, our fantastic singer Lee SeungGi is diagnosed with H1N1, they have no other solution but had to cancel tonight's X concert, pretty disappointed. The Guru of H1N1 in korea was my prince, Kim Hyun Joong, he was the first korean celeb to be dianogsed with swine flu, following by SHINee's Jonghyun&Onew, 2Am's JoKwon&JinWoo, K.Will and some other which i cannot recall their names. These celebs are infected during their peak term, which has shown some impacts on their daily schedule. But, try to think at the bright side, these people are able to take a break after their hectic schedule, even though it's a painful one. Let's just pray that these guys will receover very soon and back to show their fantastic stages again! Next on, we have the MAMA boycott thingy. Annual grand Korean Music Festival MKMF has changed its name to MAMA, they have changed it to Asian Music Festival, so i guess more Asian celebs will be joining in part of it. Anyway, many celebs/singers are boycotting it due to its unfair method of judgement, they're using the Mnet Countdown system to decide the winner, which is kinda unsuitable for an annual award festival like this. I'm not a great fans of MKMF, but they always have the best stage performance by the celebs, and i guess there won't be anymore this year hmm. One thing i love about the korean entertainment is that, people get the chance to know more about the celeb they like through random variety show or their most popular 'personal cam' which follows them the whole day and to show people what do they actually do. Although they're losing their personal space and privacy, but in such way they're able to get more attention and increase their popularity and also to let people to fall in love with their natural charm. Dances, singing on stages and acting on screens just don't satisfy the people, they know fans loved to know more about their favourite ones. It is not something stalkerish, the celebs are enjoying doing it too, and they're pure camwhore, in a good way though.

oh wow~ what a long essay, how i wish i could crap out something like this during my exam. ;D and oh yea, i almost got into an accident this morning, halleluyah, i'm still alive. I was on my way to the exam hall this afternoon, i got down from the bus and was about to cross the road with a bunch of malay girls. I checked cars on both side ways and there's no car coming close and so i made my walk confidently with my high heel. Suddenly the malay girl behind me shouted and i looked at my left hand side, a car was speeding toward this way. I swear if i stone one more second, i will definitely be on the next day Head news. Thank God the malay girl shouted and got my attention, thank god i was still conscious enough to reverse and stand at a safer spot. :D

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my day-clock is upsidedown again. Wake up in the evening, sleep in the morning. Ahh~ That's what exactly happen to me when tomorrow is free day. Grrr. Reason? Wireless is sexily smooth in the midnight. So, an advise from me to UMS Kg.E fella-fella, can u all online during midnight, then let me online when the night is still young~~~~~? pweety preassh~~~~~~~~ Anyway, my point for today, to introduce my new SLAVE! lol. no lah, just drawn into taecyeon pretty much these days, feeling the urge to post up his pics. kkk.... watched Mnet Scandal featuring taecyeon & a random citizen. He is SWEET. My ideal boyfriend wei! Who always pretend not to care anything or expressionless, but shows his heart&love with more actions,surprises. Owh~~~ i wanna be in love, RIGHT NOW! Aih, u all out there, who already has a bf or gf, please appreciate everything, because u're so gonna cry when u realize u have lost everything, and regret to death for not appreaciating him/her in the past. It's true i tell u.

our 185cm Boston US gorilla loves to show his aegyo, a big tough guy with a cute face? =) love it.

taec reminds me of jim carrey. don't u think their face kinda resemble a bit? just a bit?

sometimes i just dont understand, howcome he can be so different compared to the same age guys whom i know? He's 20 too! he is a beast. nyek.

the pirate cat is sho sho cute! he has got some talent.

he lived in Boston,US for quite some time, he can speak fluent english. It would be really great if i meet him someday and i can just talk to him comfortably in english!

do u know where to get a hood like this? I saw it once in G-Dragon's GDTV where he received one for his birthday. I wonder when can i get one too, its really cute! I love hood!


here comes another cutie. in the same group as taec,2PM. We have our magnae, Chansung! The ultimate sexy italian 19yrs old beast. =P he's not an italian, just that the members think he has european face feature. U just have to watch Wild Bunny Dirty Eyed Girls Abracadabra Parody MV, his eyes stares are pure sexiness.

he reminds me of Rain. haha, a double eyelids version of rain? XP

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谢谢你,陪我走了一趟.
希望别人的指指点点不会伤害到你和她.
答应了,明天请你好好吃一餐! =)

Final exam? Whatever.

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i'm having 3weeks of final exams. But, I'm here! kkkk...Actually i'm looking for a song - George Benson's Six Play. I loved that song, i heard that song from the background musis of 2pm's wild Bunny Dirty Eyed Girl Parody. U know what, i got a new bunch of sexy guys! 2AM and 2PM! Haha, i think i will end up liking all the korean entertainers. Quote my kg.E slogan, "Tak kenal maka tak cinta". So damn true. U PPL who have no idea whoth 2PM&2AM are, browse "Wild Bunny@Youtube" 10000% guarantee u PPL to fall in love with them. they're HILARIOUS, and so much of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


I have a few songs to recommend to u guys. These songs are on K-charts for weeks, so u tak rugi if u try out these songs.

1. Leessang - 헤어지지 못하는 여자, 떠나가지 못하는 남자 (Feat. 정인)
2. Wheesung - 주르륵
3. Park Hyo Shin - 사랑한 후에
4. Kim Tae Woo - 사랑비 (Love Rain)
5. T-ara & Supernova - TTL (Time To Love)
6. 4minute - What a girl wants
7. SHINee - 내가 사랑했던 이름 (The name I loved)
8. SHINee - Y.O.U.(Year Of Us)

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