.

i don't get this.
why do some people just show their whatever feelings through facial expression. words. actions. without thinking or re-thinking?

oh. i'm pissed.
oh. i'm mad at you.
oh. whyth did you do this to me.
oh. why are you asking me this.
oh. how the hell i know how.
oh. whatsoever.

you know, people can read your emotions through your words.
words reveal your anger, your disappointment, your hype.
some people have really 'impulsive' message.
they add hundred thousands of "???????" or "!!!!!!!!!" after their sentences.
does that make sense?
are you trying to emphasize your words until that great extend?
idk, maybe its your style, but i seriously tak suka that style.
it makes me feel that you're in anger or super excitement, when actually you're not.

i try to hold back any anger in me whenever i am.
if i managed to.
i am not a hypocrite.
i just don't like to ruin the atmosphere.
i 'dislike' people who try to pick up a fight.
or trying to create chaos.
they simply just wanting to show the ego in themselves.
they want to let people know how great they are, standing up for rights and deals.
i don't understand people who are at the same age as me,
still do backstab people and asking me why do i make friends with 'those' people.
oh well, i don't see a need to break that relationship do i?
i may agree of what you've told me, but that doesn't mean that i have to hate the people like you do.
If, the person did something bad to me too.
i will only tell about their bad things only when people ask me about it,
definitely not going around promoting the bad people about that particular person.

and tonight.
i was kinda disappointed at my brother's replies.
sorry for troubling you.
but all i did was just asking you a few questions.


.