2 more days and its CHRISTMAS!

i was supposed to help mum to place back all the stuffs after the kononnyer oneweekonly renovation, everything is stacking all over the place for the past 3weeks but i think my mind has just get used to that kind of messy view. i rearranged the things in my room, switched my bed to another end of the room, leaving my tables and so on so on to wherever i've planned for it then only started to unpack all the sampah from the bags. i never realised how banyak sampah i kept for years and i was totally annoyed with the never ending packs, so i've threw away things that i dont even remember of owning it or maybe the last time i looked at it was godknowsyearsago. one thing that i can never abandoned is the plush toys which i had since kids-time. i always think that if i keep all these stuffs for more years, the values might shoot up lol. maybe one day i can pass it on to my grand grand children, maybe by that time, the kids are no longer playing with barbie dolls/plush toys, they have their whatever gaming or born with a laptop lol. maybe i'm just used to sleeping on the sofa, i have this hateful feeling towards my dear bed now oh no! i find myself to have very low adaptation to changing environment. when i'm used to something, i just hope that the situation will just keep forever, i'm forever not ready to suit in new ways. i guess that makes the main reason why i'm hesitating over deciding my next path. stay or not stay? ah, i'm left with fingers of days to make the decision. ah i hate to make decision.

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btw, days before i was brushing teeth and unintentionally stared at the toothpaste and thought of something funny. mic and i went to korea right? and we both forgotten to bring the damn toothpaste, i don't remember what actually made me to volunteer myself to get a toothpaste from the pharmacy nearby. that was actually Day2 in korea, totally not adapted to the weather there yet. i didn't know that spring season is actually has chill weather! i put on my short pant with short sleeve T and walked down from the dorm to buy a toothpaste. while getting on way to the pharmacy i met this western country backpacker who had just checked out from the same hostel we were, he saw me in short pant and said hi to me. he sure knows i was about to shrink of the windy chill morning. but still i have to show him the friendly side of mine, i could have just ran away from him to warm myself back in the shops. but i stood there, middle of the road, with short pants and some notes in my pocket, chatting with him for like almost 5mins. i almost blurted out halleluyah the moment he waved a bye at me. i speed into the pharmacy and not knowing how to say toothpaste in korean, so i just shake my hand brushing my teeth like an idiot in front of him. before he could show me the toothpaste section i found one small tray with nice packaging toothpaste at 11,000W (30rgt). i thought the toothpaste in korea was really expensive, until i found more ordinary ones in market at just 3,000W(9rgt). i just bought a special medicated toothpaste, it actually taste the same and doesn't make extra sparkles on my teeth. ah stupid me.


and one more thing, I MISS KOREA!!!




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